shit
im srsly scared and i cant move. OMG SOMEONE HELP ME URGH HATE IT WHEN I FEEL LIKE THIS.
step out of the shade;
RSS
These are the bunch of people i see almost everyday during the past few school weeks. Through countless bahas meetings in 225b or even online.
WE GOT THROUGH TO QUARTER FINALS!!!
Seriously so damn proud of us. It may seem like a little achievement but no, it was definitely not easy. To get 5th out of 16 schools is NOT easy. And to prepare a script in barely 2h is not easy too.
It was the most stressful competition of my life especially preliminaries. The fact that we had two rounds back to back in one day was really mentally draining. Most of the time it was impromptu. Seriously thank god, alhamdulillah, He has definitely helped us a lot.
Sadly, i cant be there on the 9th june of quarter finals. Hopefully my flight reaches singapore early and i might be able to rush to tampines library to support them. Argh, feel so bad that i cant debate and jef has to take over me. But oh wells, i really have faith in them, they must make it.
The bahas camp was really a great experience. Kinda taught me to persevere through, and i got closer to the three people up there. Definitely closer. Staying up till 3am trying to draft out scripts was no joke. Tiring to the max. But the lepak session on the 2nd night was definitely worth remembering :)
Leaving for germany tomorrow. I’m excited but at the same time im worried for my bahas-mates. No matter what happens, i’ll always believe in you guys <3
Humy, all the best for tmr and Sunday okay. I’ve got faith in you (:
P.S. We should go out soon.
Thanks so much <3 Yes, after my bahas and germany trip <3
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its 330am
and i havent packed for bahas camp. leaving house in 2h time. i cant be bothered packing.
The only thing on my mind is srsly the competition. I hope we make it, omg we HAVE to. Sigh, really a lot of effort has been put in, i hope all this pays off.
Dead scared. But none of my bahas mates are awake and im here panicking on my own. Trust me, im sweating not doing anything. My mind is in a mess, and my points in my head are disorganised. Plus, i have double everyone’s length of script to memorise. I dont want to screw up, and i won’t hopefully. Don’t want to let anybody down.
Argh, this srsly reminds me of bahas berita harian with junie and aqilah and how nervous i was for bahas and pidato. Now, the feeling is different. But the level of fear is definitely the same.
Ya allah, give each of us the strength. Jef, haziq, dini you wont see this but i hope for the best of us. We can do this.
BRING IT ON.
I just feel like..
Having a heart to heart talk with someone. I srsly need to pour my feelings out. Sigh.
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About step out of the shade;
Humaira;
